Monday, 29 September 2014

My Big Girl and I, Part 2

This is my last Monday with only Ella while Lucy is in nursery. Then it's back to normal from next week. So today I thought we'd do something that would be nigh on impossible with both of them and that (more importantly) Ella would get the most out of...

I've had this activity in mind for one of my Monday's with Ella ever since I discovered it a few weeks ago. And as daddy was here as well, it seemed a great opportunity to try it out. 

You'll know by now that Ella loves her trampoline and is very good at jumping properly and bounces whenever she can (including on the beds and sofa...).

With that in mind, today we paid a visit to  'Jump Nation'. It's basically a massive trampoline arena of 139 connected trampolines (including some semi vertical ones on the walls). Ella heaven!! 


The staff were great and were very accommodating, taking into account Ella's extra needs. They went through different options before we paid and offered to show us the arena so we could decide what was best.  We decided upon daddy being with her as a carer which was £2.50 - the price of a pair of trampoline socks (but he couldn't bounce, just supervise). The lady on reception said they were hoping to organise some sessions for children with special needs/disabilities and she recognised Ella was using makaton which always wins brownie points with me!

So, kitted out in her jump nation socks, wristband and bright orange tabard off she went.


Our very own little 'Tigger'!!

They have an under 6's area cordoned off, which she spent all of about 5 minutes in before venturing out into the main arena with the teenagers and adults (this didn't surprise me at all!). Thankfully daddy was there to supervise while I had the hard job of sitting in the cafe with a latte and slice of carrot cake...

Unsurprisingly, she absolutely loved it. We're even contemplating Jump Nation as a certain little lady's 4th birthday party venue! 

All bounced out xx

Sunday, 21 September 2014

Proud moments - September

There's this lovely little thing that happens on the 21st of every month in the 'Future of Downs' Facebook group. 

We celebrate our children's milestones and share what's made us proud. We do this on the 21st to represent the three copies of chromosome 21 present in Down's syndrome.

And there's no such thing as an achievement too small. There's a whole lot of love and pride bursting from the members every month - and quite rightly! From first finger feeding or first steps to first days at school or first sleepover with friends. Anything goes. 

So, I'm hoping this will be a regular post on the 21st of the month where I can share Ella and Lucy's recent achievements...

Ella's had a lot of change in the last few weeks with Ian working away and with starting her new nursery. But, in true Ella style she has taken it all in her stride, is loving nursery (post soon!) and although she still looks in our room every morning for daddy, she's happy with the explanation that he's at work in his helicopter. She's suddenly putting 2 and 3 words together much more naturally and is now holding her crayon properly when drawing. 


Lucy is now walking very confidently indoors and out. She also is a little chatterbox and continues to learn words and signs everyday. And she's ridiculously cheeky!

It's good to take a moment to appreciate the little things and to define what's made me proud. 

What will you share for the 21st? Feel free to leave your comments below xx

Tuesday, 9 September 2014

My Big Girl and I, Part 1

To cut a long and rather boring story short, for the next few weeks Lucy is going to nursery on a Monday meaning I get a day a week with Ella by herself.

This Monday was our first day together.  After dropping Lucy off, we got home to greet the builders and to see the skip being delivered. 



Along with next door, we are squaring off the back of the house as it's currently 'L' shaped. Next doors is slightly more ambitious than ours (large kitchen/diner) but we will end up with a utility and a downstairs toilet when it's all finished.  Ella's enjoyed waving to the builders from the window and watching them dig, lay bricks and pour concrete.  

She then spent most of the morning sat at her table drawing.  She asked for the paper and got the crayons out of the cupboard by herself.  Lots of scribbling, drawing and concentration...




I've not known an activity hold Ella's attention for so long, or keep her so quiet.  And not having Lucy, I didn't know what to do with myself! So I got a cup of tea and sat and watched her.  She did ask me to join in and draw a face, but for the most part she was happy drawing by herself.  I noticed she has moved away from simple mark making to more of a colouring in action with some circles and other shapes - not just straight lines.  The way she holds the crayon is getting better too, using her fingers rather than her palm.  She's getting good with her colours now, as she named the colours of the crayons she was using (I had no idea she knew 'brown'!). 

After lunch, we headed to The Lowry at Salford Quays.  Our destination was the 'Here's one we made earlier' exhibition, all about the history (and future) of childrens' television broadcasting.  


We both had a great time, Ella spent ages reading books and playing with the soft toys in the ‘CBeebies’ window, she shook hands with a teletubby, met Gordon the Gopher, Morph, The Clangers and Bagpuss too!  






She enjoyed running through the exhibition space, which was fine as it was relatively quiet now it’s term time.  It was good to be able to let her loose and have a bit of freedom – you forget how much easier just having one child is!  

After the exhibition we went for a stroll through the shops and I treated Ella to a chocolate babyccino from Costa.  She helped to eat my cake too!

It was then time to collect Lucy, who had also had an exciting and fun-filled day with her friends.  

Even though they were both exhausted, Ella resisted bedtime to get in some more scribble time...


Now to decide where to go next Monday!...


Wednesday, 3 September 2014

I Heart my girl

Just a quick post. 

Ella had her yearly cardiac review today. It soon comes around! I know I've said this before, but it's still the appointment I worry about the most and the one I lose sleep over. I doubt that will ever change. 

Ella was a star, she waited and played nicely in the waiting room and didn't get too stressed having the tests done (thanks to the handy distraction of a Mr Tumble DVD and mummy posting chocolate buttons in her mouth during said tests!). 

We had left Lucy at nursery so I just had Ella with me. It was lovely to be able to spend time with just her and also to give her my undivided attention - something she very rarely gets.

After an ECG, ECHO and a quick chat with the doctor I am pleased to report that all is fine and we don't need to go back until February 2016! 



Go Ella! Xx


Saturday, 23 August 2014

3 years later...

3 years ago this week, I started a blog.

A blog about my baby daughter Ella.



A lot had happened since her birth and I wanted to capture her milestones and achievements and to share our journey. I wanted to be able to remember, to see how far she has come and to share my pride of being her mum.  




I guess I also wanted to show people that having a child with Down's Syndrome was not something to be feared or ashamed of.  I couldn't understand people keeping their distance when she was born, the new baby cards that said 'sorry' or the out of date, negative information we'd been given when  she was born. I was seeing the world through new eyes - Ella's eyes. 

A Different View. 

The blog has unexpectedly opened many avenues for me - getting involved with charities to raise awareness, supporting other parents and families, being part of an amazing movement to change societies views of DS and disability and meeting some amazing and inspirational like-minded people.  


Unfortunately, it's not always been easy. As a community, we've weathered a good many storms over the last few years...Colin Brewer,advances in pre-natal screening, internet trolls to name just a few.   

And now this week, Richard Dawkins, an influential biologist stated that to bring a child with Down's Syndrome into the world is immoral.  His reasons being the welfare of the child and his opinion that people with Down's Syndrome don't offer anything valuable to society. And that was all broadcast to his 1.1million twitter followers.  Unfortunately, should you take the time to read the replies and comments of others, it would lead you to believe that Richard Dawkins views are also those of society as a whole.  

So saddening to hear that others deem my child less worthy of life, a 'burden', 'tragedy', 'sufferer'. That people see a child with DS and 'feel sorry' for their family.  That children shouldn't even be born with this condition because there is a pre-natal test to screen them out of the population completely.  Upsetting because then you wonder, is that what our friends, work colleagues or the lady on the checkout at the supermarket really thinks of our child?  But you can't think that way because on a personal level it's destructive and it goes against everything that so many of us are working so hard to overcome.   

So Dick, just for the record...Ella doesn't suffer, she isn't a burden to society and she is not the outcome of an 'immoral' decision.  She's mostly a very typical three year old, she says please and thank you, comforts those who are sad and unlike you doesn't see difference in herself or others.  Above all she is loved and treated as equally as her sister and we have high expectations for both our children.  


I know I am merely a drop in the ocean of change. But every drop creates a ripple. And along with all the other drops creating ripples we are collectively creating a wave.  

Together, we are a powerful force - changing attitudes, challenging preconceptions and raising awareness. 

Who knows where we'll be in another three years?













Wednesday, 6 August 2014

Little butterfly


Today was Ella's leavers party at nursery. Saying goodbye to all the children leaving to go to school or pre school. They had a great day, with bouncy castle, games and party food.  

There was still very much a party atmosphere when I arrived to collect her and there were lots of parents as well as children in the toddler room. I was struggling to see where Ella was in all the chaos... One of the nursery girls saw me looking and pointed me in the direction of their outside area. 

And there, away from the crowd was Ella having her face painted. Something she has never been keen to have done before. Apparently she had said no all afternoon then changed her mind at the last minute. She was sitting beautifully still, having a pink, glittery butterfly painted on her face. She smiled when she saw me but didn't move, just signed and said 'butterfly'. 

I got a little bit teary, she looked so grown up sitting there - my independent, chatty and beautiful little girl. So proud of how far she has come from the little 9 month old baby I first dropped off at the nursery, with a bagful of spare clothes and medical equipment (and a suitcase full of worries and uncertainties). I'll always remember the staff and the nursery fondly - the place where my girl learned to fly...

Unfortunately I'd had to wash her face before we managed to skype daddy tonight (tiredness and rubbing the eyes not such a great look when you've got your face painted!), I did get a few pictures of my little butterfly though...


Signing butterfly



Sunday, 3 August 2014

On a Roll

I suddenly seem to have a little girl by my side, no longer a toddler...


She's very independent, chatty, pushing boundaries and generally growing up way too fast.  



Over the last few weeks, the biggest change in her has been her communication. She's now mastered putting two, sometimes three words together in sentences and I find that I can actually have a conversation with her where I'm not just asking questions that require a 'yes' or 'no' answer. She initiates conversation and often approaches me with 'mummy...' followed by lots of words and signs (we still use makaton to support her speech). I can mostly work out what she is trying to say, fill in the gaps and always repeat back to her what I think she's said. I know when I've got it right because I get a smile that's full of understanding and pride. She struggled at first stringing words together and for about a week she developed a stutter as she tried to get two or three words out together. It was so hard to bite your tongue, knowing what she was trying to say but wanting to let her get there by herself.  

Using makaton at home (and at nursery too) has also had a big impact on Lucy. From her first sign at 11 months old ('gone'), now at 14 months she is also picking up words and signs everyday. She's got herself a reputation as a chatterbox at nursery already, will be interesting to see if that theme continues in future school reports! She's also mastered saying yes and no when you ask her a question (you can guess which one we hear more of!)... She's still not yet walking but is cruising and is climbing on everything (daddy is very pleased!). 


Signing 'gone'

They both seem to love being sisters. Lucy likes to be where Ella is (Ella not so much) and Ella still likes taking toys off her sister (to which Lucy shouts 'share!'). They're mostly quite affectionate with one another though and I even caught Ella giving Lucy her beloved cat and snuggle after their nap last week...




There's some changes happening over the next few months in our little world. Ian's going to be working away from August and Ella is moving to her new nursery in September. I'm sure both girls will take it all in their stride even though I am worrying about how the changes will affect them.



I am sure they won't notice... Life is so very busy...constantly on a roll...


Happy Sunday everyone xx




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